You lost all interest in this world. You were disappointed and discouraged, and lost interest in everything. So you abandoned your physical body. You went to a world apart and you’re living a different kind of life there. In a world that’s inside you.
Someone once asked, “If you could take it all back, would you?”
At the time I didn’t know. Now I do. I wouldn’t take that terrible experience back for anything in the world. Too much light has come out of my darkness.
The worst thing about having an eating disorder is knowing that your thoughts are wrong, but you still think them anyway. It’s like trying to solve a math problem you know you are getting wrong, but you continue finishing it anyways.